Typical Me
Hey.
Would you have this kind of feeling too?
When life is going on well, everything is fine, the floor is clean, the books are read, the food is cooked and you are glad.
But all of the sudden an urge of sadness rushes in, from nowhere, with no reason, flowing through your heart and soul, like nothing else will.
Or probably it's only me who will feel this way then.
Why? Why am I sad? I have a life. I am happy, I have friends who cares about me... I have everything I need and everything I want... Can someone please tell me why?
Why does my heart feels awful? Why does it feels like there are thousands of stones weighting on it? Is it normal to feel this way?
Is it?
Is it?
Hey.
Stop.
Stop.
It will be fine. I said to myself.
It will be alright.
You are doing good.
Then why are tears swimming around in my eyes? Why is it flowing down when my life is perfect?
"YOU ARE FINE!"
Yes... you are fine.
It is okay to be sad. It is okay to let the tears flow once in a while.
It is okay, darling.
Then.
I checked the calendar...
Oh.... now I understand...
Turns out my period is coming soon...
That's why.
I am sorry guys this is just what I feel and go through every month. I just want to share and let you girls know that you are not alone through all this roller coaster madness. Peace out. :)
Owh… owh, I thought you are going through some really tough times or the boring quarantine made your life felt like losing the purpose of living.
ReplyDeleteThe end had me there :)
I know it's really painful but do stay strong through these monthly "tortures". (You can do it!)
Hope you are doing great in this MCO & spending some quality time with your family.
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P.s. Spend more time with your brothers (bonding), especially the younger one, if possible, try to enlight him to focus on his studies :)